We’ve all heard the stories of infertile people who make peace with their circumstances and embrace the childfree life.

This is not one of those stories.

I Changed My Mind is a memoir by romance author L.A. Witt about her journey through a four-year infertility battle, the steadily growing unease that she was heading in the wrong direction, and the epiphany that she really wanted to be childfree.

Over fifteen years on from that decision, she candidly discusses fear, regret, and the reality of life as a childfree woman in her forties. With a decade and a half in the rearview, with menopause on the horizon and no do-overs, was it the right decision after all?