The main theme of my journal is a search for my 'spiritual' Father as a bridge to connecting me with my true self while negotiating the many formidable obstacles put in its way.

This journal was begun as a desperate attempt to create order out of the chaos of my confused thoughts and feelings.

My lifelong preoccupation has been to understand the nature of 'spirituality' of the man who cannot believe in the picture of the conventional ideas of God while at the same time lacks a clear sense of himself.